No More What-Ifs

Stop trying to change yourself for other people. Stop giving them the attention they crave when they couldn't think twice about you or the way you feel. Stop putting in all of the extra effort when they are still unsure of whether or not they want to talk to you. Stop. Stop. Stop.

I hate the stress that stuff like this causes. I've known her for a month. I should not feel so attached. Why do I? I cannot continue to sacrifice my own wellbeing stressing over how someone else thinks about me. This is pathetic. This is not who I want to be. There are so many amazing people in my life, yet I bring myself down over someone I barely know? No. I cannot do that. I will not live like that.

I will give her space and I will not worry about it. I will no longer play into her games, and in return, she will no longer be able to use her cheap tricks to get the compliments she seeks out of me. If she is able to properly communicate how she feels, what she wants, then maybe there is a chance. But I will not waste another second of sleep hoping I get a text from her.

Goodbye.

Published 22:37 1/26/2025